Mind Games

Sometimes your mind is your biggest enemy. You think and think and think in a loop process. You’re just not thinking but thinking in a very negative way. You can’t control your thoughts at all. People always say that you have to think positively, but at some point in your life you can’t be a positive person like you were before. Mind is very tricky. When your heart is with you and always says good things about you, but the mind, your mind always triggers your weakness and makes you the worst person that you are not. As an overthinker, I can understand it better. Because of these things, I made some decisions in my past, but now when I remember this, I can not accept that I was so stupid. So, the mind is everything. You have to make a clear vision of it and always try to maintain the thought process. Feed some spiritual thoughts to your mind rather than social media or any kind of bullshit. Make sure your mindgame has to be very powerful so they don’t play with you.

                                                                   - Moni🥀

Anger Issues

Sometimes your voice in your head makes so much noise even if you’re able to control your anger. Don’t get excited about things and don’t react instantly. Think about it and notice things. All the time, reacting doesn’t be required. Time is never the same for anyone. At the particular moment, you never realise that silence is the key to any solution. But you choose to argue with someone rather than understanding the person’s point of view. Both are different people, so they both definitely have their own individual perspectives. So sometimes you have to “fit in their shoes” to understand them. Next time, think thousands of times before giving any reaction to things.

                                                                      - Moni🥀

Realisation

Yes some things happened to me. And because of that things I was blaming myself a lot. I wasn’t accepted it. But now I realised every thing happens for a reason, few years before I was totally different person. In the past few years I was made so many mistakes. Even my behavior was so childish, when you’re at your 30’ you have to be mature, but I was done some things which was against my nature. But after all of that I have learnt so many things. I am working on myself, Because of that incident I had realized that I was lacking behind. I have also learn about my weak points, how to control emotions, how overcome from the things. I was very negative person that time. Always thinking negative things was my habit. Always assuming things which is not real at all there was no connection between my assumption and real world, always overthinking on the things which aren’t real at all. Always blaming others but that was my bad. realisation is the best thing. But at the same time I feel that “ab to train chhut gayi”. But still hoping for the best.

                                                                  - Moni🥀

Accept the Change

Yes, people change through time and experience. You can't change past mistakes. Mistakes happen. Let's see them as a phase of life rather than blaming yourself. Sometimes things are not in your control. You know that that was a bad thing, but you did that shit by mistake, but that wasn't your fault. That was the wrong timing  of your life, that's it. Accept the change in you. Accept yourself with your flow. Think positively and let God guide you.

                                                                         - Moni🥀